come bak

Assalamualaikum..miss u a lot my blog i just dont have time to write but my life now is better than before,i planned to be full house wife another 4 years,having my third baby soon inshaallah,cooking everyday for abang and achieve as full breastfeed mom.everybody havetheir own problem so dont stress just get the spirit to continue contribute yourself for yourself,family,society and yr loving country malaysia

waitin delivery of unborn Muhammad!!!!

Assalamualaikum.....ALHAMDULILAH grateful to Allah for the gift.Im completed my post basic pediatrics studies last january..upon waitin a result to come out...Im also wait my unborn son to deliver.now is 38 +++weeks.his weight 3.145kg.feel amazing n excited day by day..
Insyallah everything will go smoothly and great with the love from Allah!!!!
yahoo...im becoming a mother from now on n my hubby will become a walid...
so see you all soon after become ummi he3x

Honeymoon...

Assalamualaikum....was so sleepy...almost 12mn..I just return from my holiday with hubby yesterday.Frankly telling I feel more comfortable at home than being other places... for me ...mama n ummi 's house are heaven..Both of them are very sweet,kindness n beautiful which I can share sad,pain n love with them...may Allah places them in Firdaus...
I becoming more missing to get pregnant... tawakkal to Allah is the best thing I can do this time...

insyallah!!!

For the first time I wrote this blog as a wife status....Assalamualaikum...when talk about sensitivity n understanding..I cant forget forever a couple of words of compliment from my patient that suffering from acid scalded 3 years ago"are u married? n I said "no sir.." If u r marry one day yr husband are very lucky man bcoz u r very understanding person!!" I just a smile...Ijust married about 1 month.............I had completed my bachelor of nursing sciences......while awaiting the result....my post basic application was rejected by MOH...n I was very disappointed........Alhamdullilah sesunguhnya slps kesulitan itu ada kemudahan....im waitin...for it insyallah i will find the way...

wedding...

Assalamualaikum...to all the readers..A lot of things have to complete before my marriage 12 days to go.Sigh!!luckily with the bless from Allah..I am more peace n calm to go through tis situation.My studies almost complete..insyallah bachelor of nursing science holder few days only.
My parents n siblings are busy helping me a lot..I pray for Allah blessings for my solemnization and reception goin smoothly.insyallah!!!

Alhamdullilah....

Alhamdullilah.I already applied for post basic paediatric with the blessing from loving mum n dad not forgetting my love...... still awaiting the result from my nursing officer..Actually I can seen a very beautiful journey in the future if I taken this courses..
Astagfirullahalazim....Im so annoying this few days or may be stress out b coz there's a lot of thinking about wedding preparation,workplace,and paperwork assignment..I pray to Allah for blessing my journey in life...Im always look up to the success people like Tun Mahathir,DR sheikh muszaphar ,dr faiz khaleed and I read about their life story.It's awesome...n through the blog pages..Miss Shara Jalil is one of the success women in our country...yeah go girl!
This time Eid mubarak is just for a lot of grateful to Allahu rabbi for giving me what I want in this world...for ordinary human I had done a lot of mistakes to all people around me...Minal aidin walfaizin!!!!!

eid mubarak

happy eid mubarak to all readers!wish u all happy all the time.Unfortunately ramadan is over but the greatest gift from ALLAH to all muslims are the sign of Allahuakbar..i workin those day..n celebrate it in my workplace..

NEW START...

Assalam....hi!!!alhamdullilah what a relief! sent d assignment yesterday n got 2 more have to finish it this August.Quit a long time never meet up my fiance but we r still steady,knowing n understanding each other..that is our secret.recited yassin 3 times after maghrib prayer with mom coz celebrates nifsu syaaban,

I was very lucky in tis world there was so much nekmat Allah give it 2 me..but as human being I am stil made a mistake 2 Allah n others..my johari window I guess that I was talk about others when I was dissatisfied at their back may be some say double face...I swear for the NEW START.I wont talk about others at their back anymore if NEEDED can explain softly in front of them or just ignoring.somemore what is the point talk about others.Myself and family are more value compare to others.I just do my work shift n shut the mouth to unecessary point.CONTROL IT PLS!!!And to ALLAH ...I promise to concern extra about solah.,,SOFTEN MY HEART TO OTHERS ADVISE!!
I stil keep warm my dream to cont post basic paeds insyallah.

October month and I....

Hi all of u out there...I was thinking critically recently about myself,careers,future blah blah...just for sharing October month are very close to my heart..y I'm saying tis?I think it was coincidence or maybe a lucky month....he he
all this person that are born in the October month that i had loved previously in my life or now n ever...for the example my fiances i had a gut feeling that he was born on the October ....same with the first and second ex-bf ha ha.another one is my loving younger sister that now studying in UITM Shah Alam.


in workplace...i enjoyed my career day by day it was very wonderful feeling when seeing kids n babies everyday..treat them as yr own child,seeing their smiles brighten my day by day.i am eager to taking post basics paediatrics after finishing my degree course end of tis year..ha ha

ha ha quite long time ago never wrote this blog.guess it so hard to share in my personal life but since it was not too obvious exposure and already initiated i will carry on yea!talking bout friendship.i learn something in life .previously,i always mention that i do not need a friend in my lifemy life is very happy without them.because existed the person that call theirself and act as a friend of mine the.yea well!but lately i realize that now i have a friend that can share anything with me really give and take with me that was i am so eager very long time ago.She was just ordinary girl pak imam 's daughter..we have a same dream of achievement even both of us still young.insyallah we pray together for success.got few months before our convocation as a degree of nursing sciences.
I am more likely cartoons and kids world because i am working in paediatrics wards...soon after my wedding with permission of my future husband,im going to learn deeper by taking post basic paeds...BEST OF LUCK YEA!!!GO MIA N AN !!!

Quite long time never updating my blog.sooner I'll be back to study..I guess more challenging.more interesting coz I will go to practical in emergency unit he he cant wait for this..

mulianya pencinta setia

perbualan kosongku hari ni dgn seorang rakan yg bekerja sbg casheir di hospitalku benar2 menyentuh hatiku...betapa sucinya hati insan mulia ni.kudoakan beliau terus tabah menjalani kehidupannya bersama anak2 dan semoga mereka menjadi insan yg soleh dan solehah..beliau kehilangan suami dlm dua tahun yg lepas akibat kemalangan ngeri antara motorsikal dan lori kecil.

aku mengenalnya lebih kurang setahun sbg seorang yg easygoing,understanding,sempoi dan dikelilingi teman2 lelaki dan perempuan yg menyayangi beliau hingga kadang2 muncul sedikit cemburu terhadapnya.berumur lewat 20an ,seorang yg manis,slim walaupun mpyi dua anak yg masih kecil.bolehkn anda bayangkn berbual dgnnya mmg menyeronokkan hinggakn ku terlupa yg beliau menjalani penderitaan membanting tulang bekerja utk membesarkn anak2 yg masih kecil tanpa insan bernama suami disisi.

tadi aku menawarkannya utk berkenalan dgn seorang rakan lelakiku yg masih bujang teruna,berharta,beragama seperti pakej lengkap calon suami.beliau menolaknya"takpelah,aku x dpat lupakan arwah husband aku tu sampai bila2.hati aku ni mmg utk dia je.rasanya mcm baru semalam dia pergi..."kata2nya membuatku terpegun sebentar..betapa agungnya cintanya kpd suaminya.mampukah aku menjadi begitu setia kpd bakal suamiku kelak.semoga arwah ditempatkan dlm golongan org2 yg beriman...al fatihah

renungkan sejenak.....adakah anda seorang yg setia?????

hi everybody...cant believe it.I already engaged.love him so much...hope ALLAH will always bless us forever.I believe everyone deserve to be happy in life..I having a really tough situation and quite serious financial problem now but I believe ALLAH is great..

when the day is done

Hola! I still remember vividly this words when I was just involved few years ago in nursing which I dont know the writer....
let me dedicate my life to you,
to care for those who come my way,
let me touch each ones with the healing hands
And the gentle arts for which I stand
And today when the day is done,
let me go to bed in peace
Knowing that I have helped...

Everyday when I start a work ignore it was morning,afternoon or nite duty.I sincere myself to do my best for patient not to be best among the best.that's why I continue learn and learn and luckily my degree training help me a lot to give the best treatment for patient.Only nurses could feel this kind of amazing happiness each time see our patient heal from suffered after given nursing care for them.And what about the patience when facing the patient with terminal ill disease or known as DIL (dangerously in life).Believe me ,may be you are cheerful and understanding person but you will totally change your character when you are in pain or illness.....bye!! think about this taken from Quran As-Shu'araa 80 -83


{80}"And when I am ill, it is He Who cures me;
[81] "Who will cause me to die, and then to live (again);
[82] "And Who, I hope, will forgive me my faults on the Day of Judgment...
[83] "O my Lord! bestow wisdom on me, and join me with the righteous;

is the best day ever!!

Hi all of u out there!How's life going on?As one of a million of health care providers in the world,I try to be good in services, care of my clients / patients.It's my principle to learn more and more.I am on my way to complete my degree in nursing sciences course...(one and half years more ) at Open University.Why I choose to further my studies even though I have not even rm5000 in my bank? Is it enough to my fees every semester ?How I manage it?JUST WAIT AND SEE ha ha